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Cold and dark; safe space.

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When you think of me.

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Anxiety

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Navraj

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I hope you’re not feeling very anxious at the moment. And if you are, remember that it gets better. You don’t believe it, but it does. My partner tells me this but I don’t believe. I’m trying too. So we’re together in that trying.

We share the same birthday. We were born on the exact same day and then we have shared a friendship and a masters degree experience and if we share this trying to believe… It’s all very poetic isn’t it.

You’ve helped me realise that horrifying anxieties don’t have to be covered up and hidden and stored away under a rosy exterior. They can be accepted as our selves who also want to use an instagram filter with cute emojis once in a while. Our anxieties can be glamorous divas and much more. Nothing to be ashamed of.

Don’t forget to wish me on my birthday!

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Your anxious batchmate,

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Sukh.

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The warm firozi lands
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Today
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The overwhelming feelings,
Dearest...
Sukh
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I also hope that you are doing okay during the time when the state of anxiousness is permanent. Never did I imagine that our last meeting on college campus would be so abrupt. I remember being excited about the portraits that you were planning to click, the paintings, the body and the personal moments. Sadly, it is what it is.<br /> <br /> But you didn't give up. Now I am alive on your website and will be till the end of time. The filter looks cool, would look cooler on both of us. I hope when we meet again we will try it on, maybe with less anxieties and more glamour.<br /> <br /> P.s You also don’t forget to wish me on my birthday!<br /> Stay safe and stay lovely.
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Your glamorous diva
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Navraj

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Cold and dark; safe space. With pastel mint green curtains on huge windows.
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After your today.
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Online time
Dearest...
Navraj
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Kuch firozi baatein aayi dimaag mein, socha tumhe likh kr thodi aasmani krlun.<br /> You know, I only got this domain and hosting for a year. So all this might disappear after that. Or I might re-use it for something else.How will we find each other then?Sense of time of things which exist online is hard to grasp. We can't see the decay happen.I'll put our selfie that we click online, in my highlights on Instagram. But if one day in the future I post something 'obscene' on IG or get too political, my ID could me deleted and I could loose all my uploads.Save it on a hard disk maybe? Saved locally to be re-uploaded anytime. Hard disks crash though. They get wiped and one loses all of one's data.<br /> How do make sure our selfie never goes away? NEVER!How do I preserve it all forever? <br /> <br /> P.S– Sometimes I think University shouldn't have taught us archives in our 2nd semester. Now I've got a questionable obsession with wanting to keep it all. Nothing can be kept forever.<br /> Archives and time,<br /> they rhyme<br /> so well, it's a crime!
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Awaiting our selfie time.
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Sukh